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What a difference 7 years makes

Left picture taken 12/4/13, right picture taken 12/4/20

Wow! What a difference 7 years makes.

The woman on the left was 20 pounds overweight, full of insecurities, suffering from anxiety, depression, and digestive issues. The woman on the right still has days where she deals with anxiety and depression, but the main difference is that the woman on the left struggled with finding her worth and value in what the scales said and what others thought about her.

The woman on the right has since learned that as a child of God, her worth and value are in what He says about her. I have been a Christian since I was 15 and I am now 46 years old. It has taken me 31 years, and many difficulties in my Christian walk, to fully trust God’s word and what He says about me. Once I finally got to the point where I was leaning on God and seeing myself the way that He sees me, then I started taking better care of myself by eating better, taking supplements, and even seeing a Christian counselor.  And, over time, I noticed the weight started coming off without much effort. 

I’m not where I want to be weight wise since I still have a few more inches that I would like to lose. However, I am finally at a place in my life where I am not letting what the size of my clothes or the numbers on the scale say about my self-worth. I’ve also noticed that the more time I spend building my relationship with God, the more confidence and peace I have.

I wait – All4God

This poem and link showed up in my memories today. So, I thought I would share it since it’s been 7 years and I’m still waiting!! 🥰

A poem, dedicated to my future spouse. Will you join me in making it your prayer if you are not yet married?
I wait
I don’t know you
But I know some day I will
So I wait for you
And as I wait, I will pray
I pray you would grow in faith
I pray you would seek God’s face
I pray you would cherish His word
I wait for the day when your fingers fill the gaps
Between my own
But for know I wait with hands raised in prayer
Praying I could keep myself pure as I wait for you
Praying my eyes would not look at another with lust as I wait for you.
I know there will come a day when you say “I Do”
And we will be together until death us do part
But until that day I wait to awaken love
I wait, trusting my Father
Trusting He knows how to give good gifts
I wait expectantly
Knowing you will be worth the wait
Knowing I won’t regret holding out for you.
And there will come a day when we seek God together
When I lead you to know Him more
And you teach me to love Him more
But for now I wait
Praying I would be ready for you when our paths cross
Praying I would grow in faith so I can serve you better
Praying you keep growing in faith so you can serve me too
I wait for you
And as I wait, I will pray for you, my future love.
 
Some day I will figure out who this is dedicated to. Til then I’ll wait. And pray.
— Read on www.all4god.co.uk/2013/11/12/i-wait/

I made an important decision

This post showed up in my memories today and I wanted to share it again. Especially since I didn’t officially quit smoking until February of 2011 when I ended up getting bronchitis and was forced to quit. I tried the patches, gum, etc., but nothing seemed to help. It was only by the grace of God and an app that I had at the time that allowed me to continue to smoke, while slowly weening myself off of them. 🙂

TABrownWV's avatarTiffany Brown

After 14 years & this past week, I made an important decision to “kick the habit” and quit smoking for good. I started smoking when I was 21 & quit once back in 2004 for 30 days. But stress do to work & other personal problems caused me to start back up again.

I came to this decision after my best friend’s mom was recently hopitalized with breathing problems, which turned out to be COPD, as well as, a viral pnuemonia. She’s in her late 50’s & has been a smoker since her teens – I believe. I went to visit my friend last Saturday & we went over to the hospital to check up on her mom. She had been in there for about a week & she was on a ventilator. They tried taking her off of it for a couple of hours, but had to put her…

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The Haunted Palace by Edgar Allan Poe

The Haunted Palace

BY EDGAR ALLAN POE

In the greenest of our valleys
By good angels tenanted,
Once a fair and stately palace—
Radiant palace—reared its head.
In the monarch Thought’s dominion,
It stood there!
Never seraph spread a pinion
Over fabric half so fair!

Banners yellow, glorious, golden,
On its roof did float and flow
(This—all this—was in the olden
Time long ago)
And every gentle air that dallied,
In that sweet day,
Along the ramparts plumed and pallid,
A wingèd odor went away.

Wanderers in that happy valley,
Through two luminous windows, saw
Spirits moving musically
To a lute’s well-tunèd law,
Round about a throne where, sitting,
Porphyrogene!
In state his glory well befitting,
The ruler of the realm was seen.

And all with pearl and ruby glowing
Was the fair palace door,
Through which came flowing, flowing, flowing
And sparkling evermore,
A troop of Echoes, whose sweet duty
Was but to sing,
In voices of surpassing beauty,
The wit and wisdom of their king.

But evil things, in robes of sorrow,
Assailed the monarch’s high estate;
(Ah, let us mourn!—for never morrow
Shall dawn upon him, desolate!)
And round about his home the glory
That blushed and bloomed
Is but a dim-remembered story
Of the old time entombed.

And travellers, now, within that valley,
Through the red-litten windows see
Vast forms that move fantastically
To a discordant melody;
While, like a ghastly rapid river,
Through the pale door
A hideous throng rush out forever,
And laugh—but smile no more.

Source: Poets of the English Language (Viking Press, 1950)

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/52370/the-haunted-palace

Song of the Witches: “Double, double toil and… | Poetry Foundation

Song of the Witches: “Double, double toil and trouble”

BY WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE
(from Macbeth)

Double, double toil and trouble;
Fire burn and caldron bubble.
Fillet of a fenny snake,
In the caldron boil and bake;
Eye of newt and toe of frog,
Wool of bat and tongue of dog,
Adder’s fork and blind-worm’s sting,
Lizard’s leg and howlet’s wing,
For a charm of powerful trouble,
Like a hell-broth boil and bubble.

Double, double toil and trouble;
Fire burn and caldron bubble.
Cool it with a baboon’s blood,
Then the charm is firm and good.

Notes:
Macbeth: IV.i 10-19; 35-38

Source: The Random House Book of Poetry for Children (1983)

— Read on www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/43189/song-of-the-witches-double-double-toil-and-trouble